i don't think i can save myself.

why do i stay when i want to go?

is it because i have hope? or maybe because i don't want to be alone?

i stay. and all i do is complain that i might be insane - insane of the thought that it might be my fault.

but who is to blame? all we do is ignore the pain. neither one of us will go.

i stay just to hear him says "you're to blame for all my unhappiness and pain."

as the days go by, i fell worse and worse. so many things have gone wrong, and it's so hard to stay strong. i've got to cry so as the tears run down my eyes, i realize that i dont have the strength to stay strong.

yeah, i dont have the strength.

but still, i stay, hoping that he will be consoled knowing i will NEVER go, and i will NEVER let him go.