what goes around, comes around.

It has been said that how you treat other people is how others will treat you. It's karma.

Well, what you give is what you will get in return. So, could you please stop judging, criticising, and insulting others as if you were perfectly perfect? Trust me, if you do, some 'sweet' day, others will intentionally do the same to you, or maybe even worse. Wei, nobody's perfect.

Karma will only be a mother-fucker if you were. That's it. Simple right? You do good, you'll get good, and vice versa.

tentang dhia.

last episode of "Tentang Dhia". feel like crying. such a very sad love story.

hopefully, whatever happened in the drama won't happen to me. i'm not that strong.

friend.

yeah, friend.

what do you expect when you're dealing with difficulties in your life and you call your friend.

of course you're hoping that she will be the one who listens to you, to be a shoulder where you can cry on.

but then when you go through her facebook, there's a post on her wall, "bila susah baru cari aku".

well, that's life. swallow it.

i'm back.

yeah, i'm back, after a long hiatus.

thank God, i'm still breathing today, a brand new me. and brand new stories,but not this time, will be coming soon.

i don't think i'm brave enough.

my name is already on the list for minor oral surgery. *note the word 'minor' there.

but it's still in consideration whether i'll undergo that surgery or not. im just too scared.

pain, please go away.

tears falling down my face, wondering if this is suppose to be, hoping that he will bring me back to another day where he loved me, and we thought we were meant to be.

i just want these tears to stop flowing down my face.

i want this pain to go away, and leave me alone.

keep smiling.

though smile cant wipe away all the sorrows, it can lessen the burden and pain.

i forgive people (even the suckest of all) around me, and that makes me smile.

bodo.

dem. takkan la tak boleh tengok result kalau tak buat sufo?

i wish i could turn back all the years.

true. it's the only wish i have because every single day i go through now is like a punishment to me.

i love them all.

i don't think i can save myself.

why do i stay when i want to go?

is it because i have hope? or maybe because i don't want to be alone?

i stay. and all i do is complain that i might be insane - insane of the thought that it might be my fault.

but who is to blame? all we do is ignore the pain. neither one of us will go.

i stay just to hear him says "you're to blame for all my unhappiness and pain."

as the days go by, i fell worse and worse. so many things have gone wrong, and it's so hard to stay strong. i've got to cry so as the tears run down my eyes, i realize that i dont have the strength to stay strong.

yeah, i dont have the strength.

but still, i stay, hoping that he will be consoled knowing i will NEVER go, and i will NEVER let him go.

kau sangat kurang ajar.

aku pun tak tau sape yang kurang ajar ni. tapi kalau guna email aku, register dekat website bukan-bukan sampai inbox aku penuh dengan email yang bukan-bukan, tu memang dah kira kurang ajar sangat-sangat. kalau aku tau sape kau, memang aku dah bagi kau makan racun tikus.

hate. love.

how would it feel when you hate person you love?


yeah, absolutely damn terrible.